My apologies,

I actually managed to get enough of a life to not be able to watch whatever movie I want every day. By that I of course mean I've been elsewhere, mostly watching movies chosen by others.

I also "got" a "job" covering VIFF for a "magazine". Which is to say I tentatively have tickets to two screenings as a test of my skills to see if an web-only magazine wants to not pay me to cover the movies they can assign me in my free time. Won't up my food budget much past $10 a day though...
That said, there's this ridiculous feeling once you are in the "real world" of looking for the winning ticket and you think this ticket is in the most minimal opportunities.

"YEAH THIS IS IT!" you think all the time at the most trivial victories. Even as a withered cynic I've felt this about 5 times in the two months since I got out of school. I don't know what reptile brain fantasy makes you think that life fulfillment is just one roll away but man the feeling is unstoppable.

And it's one of those terrible ironies I'm sure where the real "It" is constantly being challenged and searching for the next thing but you only realize that on your deathbed when you've wasted all your time searching for it.

Then again, by next week I could be the baron of online Asian entertainment news

DON'T STOP ME NOW!

Cam